Hello people that might or might not read my blog, I'm Davis.

My trip

Yes, recently i went to new mexico, but recently i had another trip. More of a psychedelic trip. I’m not going to go into detail about what i took but the fact remains it was a good first trip. During this time i reflected on my life and what i am doing wrong and right and what i can fix etc, etc. One of the things I  realized is this: I’m dating a girl i might or might not like. I don’t know. It’s an awkward thing, during my trip i realized that my fear of small commitments could in fact lead to a worse fear later on down my life. That is if i can go through the small commitments. I hate being this way, i hate losing interest in a girl after a couple weeks or so. I hate the fact that i the only girl i consistently held an interest in is a girl that I’ve been sending suggestive pictures of myself to and i know for almost a fact she doesn’t like me. The other is 17 about to go to college a few states away and I’ve met twice. I feel pathetic, but I’m trying I have recognized my faults and i am continually trying to solve them. Well I’m off to bed, hopefully Charlotte Sometimes can give me a restful sleep.