AAAAAHHHH
It’s pretty sad to when my life has come to this, me sitting in my bathrobe, laptop on, well my lap, bubbler on my right and the tv on the same anime i have been watching since i was in middle school. Quite frankly im tired, if any one of you out their have read any of my previous blogs on various sites then you know that this is a frequent theme in my writings. Im tired, im tired of drama, im tired of school, im tired of what i have to do to be moderately successful in life. Drama: in my fraternity we associate with sororities as most do, with that comes relationships, after that sex and feelings, and all of that other bullshit i will address another night. Then breakups and then DRAMA….even now as i am in my apartment im getting texted about the drama that is enfolding 2nite. This is not highschool, you do not own people, you are not their mother. If so and so wants to have sex with a person that another person dated for two months go right ahead. This is a problem, you solve it like adults. Communication thats the problem.
School, im in a degree program that i love and that i hate the future job opportunities. ENGLISH, straight out of college i can do, grad school for teacher or lawyer, work for a company filing and proof reading papers, or be a bum and work a menial dead end job hoping your book takes off. AKA suckage. Sorry for the previous 90’s language i thought of a fresh prince episode. Anyway, my idea is perfect but little of it has to do with my career. I want to be a radio DJ, fun stuff i love music and i would love to change the music scene here. I mean when the new rock stations saying they always play Nirvana, pearl jam, and alice and chains, you are off by a couple years buddy. BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT: pearl jam did release an album like two years ago, and Alice and Chains is starting to hint/say a new album. But no thats not new rock, its been a decade since Kurt Cobain died. Thats not new. I want music playing on it that was made for it. Harder music later on at night, yes i know thirtysomethings love to switch it to the rock station to mix it up, but isnt new music derived from the old, dont people want to know what their children listen to so you can know where it came from. so then you can think back to that tiny marijuana cloud clogged area so you can think of what Stairway to Heaven was about.
School, fuck it. Write me back and tell me if you want to hear my story on that.
Im out, deuces.
3 years ago